end of summer crap. [04 Sep 2005|12:24pm] Haha, its funny, I remember doing this last summer when Matt was here...its funny how so much has changed. Like how I barely talk to the people i used to like liz, paulina,jill, joe, luke, rob and basically everyone I used to hang out with. Even all the trashy laker kids. But I'm glad that everything has changed, I think that I got a lot more mature since I started going out with Bryan, I realized that fighting Paulina was retarted..because I didn't even have a legitimate (sp?) reason. I think, and I'm not even sure, that it was because of Matt. Haha what a joke. I don't even know why I was so over protected of him because she was right about him in the end. HA, sorry paulina. I also realized that uh, I'm 17 years old and I need to stop acting like a little kid. And I have, I worked really hard this summer and I got to do a lot of things. Like tomorrow I'm going to the zoo and a lot of other stuff. I finally realized who my real friends were and I love all of them, you guys know who you are. I think that last summer was fun because I was immature and a little kid who was in love, and even though Matt dumped me and broke my heart its alright because now I know a lot more than I did then and I stopped throwing the word love around. Me and Bryan are a perfect couple, he's an amazing persona and my bestfriend and he's helped me through so much I don't think I could ever repay him. So, this year is my last year of highschool, and I'm going to make it a good one. I'm going to forget about all the grudges I'be held against people because most of them, I started shit. And because I just don't feel like being a bitch. So this is how it goes, if your nice to me, I'm nice to you. Thats it. I know that I was immature, but wasn't everybody at some point? I just had to learn everything the hard way. So, even though half the people that hate me won't read this but i'm sorry to anyone that I have done anything to, and I can understand if you still hate me. So, maybe if you wanna talk or something IM me sometime, things are differant now. I can't wait till this year is done so I can go to nursing school. And all that good stuff. I'm so excited for this year! 2 comments|post comment

[03 Aug 2005|12:43am] Young Gunz are the shit. Download this song. Set it off- YOUNG GUNZ. post comment

[28 Jul 2005|04:01pm] I LOVE BRYAN KEITH RANSOM MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. omg. bryan makes matt look so bad. :) post comment

looong time. [26 Jul 2005|10:13pm] It's been a long time since I wrote in this piece of shit, but I'm actually home & I'm bored. Well since the last time I wrote, things have actually gotten a lot better. I'm in a really good relationship with Bryan & things seriously couldn't better. Things with Matt & I are good. We're friends, I guess you could say. I'm always in the lakes hanging out with him & all my other friends. This summer I went to mad country concerts (don't laugh, hicks are awesome) I have a job & I got my license (sp?) I really don't talk to all the people I used to. I'm usually hanging out with Bryan, Eli, Matt, Billy, Paul, Cameron, Danny, Marski, Courtney (thats a guy, Billys brother, he's awesome) & Shane. The other week we had a good-bye party for Paul because he's moving to Pennsylvania, I got so fuckin' drunk. Everyone left with these 12 year old smuts. I'm 17 years old and I am NOT getting drunk with 12 year old slut-bags. Haha, so I drank with Courtney & Bear-Bear (Brandon Saurwald) It was so much fun. But nothing too interesting has been happening. Except that I've been hearing a lot about this girl Gabby & Paulina. I really don't care. Everyone talks about eachother. & Why must someones always rub it in someones face if they got beat up or whatever? I think it's pretty fucking gay that she brought that up considering it was none of her business and the whole thing has been laid to rest since what...February? Whatever. I don't really talk to girls anymore so I haven't been involved in any drama since school ended. I'm really looking forward to my senior year! I'm on C.I.E so I won't be in school as much, which is a very good thing. I'll probably write in here again sometime later. <3 post comment

[26 Apr 2005|04:52pm] I'll give you a million dollars if you can figure out a way for me to not remember 8 months of my life. 4 comments|post comment

[19 Apr 2005|05:37pm] woo hoo post comment

[07 Apr 2005|02:41pm] Dear Matthew, I hope you die a slow and horrible death, and think of me. Love, Nicole post comment

[24 Mar 2005|09:04pm] 'Cause every once in a while You think about if your gonna get yourself together You should be happy just to be alive And just because you just don't feel like comin' home Don't mean that you'll never arrive post comment

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